16.9.12
We Are Trained by Our Wounds
People rejected the new expression of truth I preached, calling it
heresy. Jesus, born in the land of Judaism, likewise was accused
of heresy and was thus crucified. By comparison, my persecution
was not nearly as painful or unjust. I could endure any amount
of pain placed on my body. The charge of heresy against our church,
however, was most unjust and more difficult for me.
Some theologians who studied our church in its early days described
our teachings as original and systematic. Some were prepared to accept
them. This means that the magnitude of the heresy controversy surrounding
our church could not be for theological reasons. It had more
to do with issues of power.
Most of our members had attended other churches before joining our
church. This was a big reason our church was treated as an enemy by established
churches. When Professor Yoon Young Yang, one of the Ewha
professors, joined our church, she was taken to the police station to be
interrogated. There she discovered that some eighty Christian ministers
had written letters to the authorities criticizing our church. Clearly it
was not the case that we had done something wrong. Rather, we were
seen as posing a threat to the power of certain people and institutions.
It was their vague feelings of fear and their extreme factionalism that
drove them in their efforts to suppress our church.
People from many religious groups were attracted to our church and
its new teachings. I would say to our members, “Why did you come
here? Go back to your churches,” and almost threaten them as I tried
to chase them away. But they would soon return. The people who
flocked to see me would not listen to anyone. They wouldn’t listen to
their teachers or their parents. They wanted to hear me speak. I wasn’t
paying them or feeding them, but they believed in what I taught and
kept coming to me. The reason was that I opened a way for them to
resolve their frustrations. Before I knew the truth, I, too, was frustrated. I
was frustrated when I looked up to heaven and when I looked at the people
around me. This is why I could understand the frustrations of the people
who came to our church. They had questions about life, and they could not
find answers. The word of God I conveyed answered their questions with
clarity. Young people who sought me out found answers in the words that
I spoke. They wanted to come to our church and join me on my spiritual
journey, no matter how difficult it might be.
I am the person who finds the way and opens it. I guide people along the
path to heal broken families and rebuild the society, nation, and world so
that we can finally return to God. People who come to me understand this.
They want to go with me in search of God. How can people find fault with
this? All we were doing was going in search of God. And for this we were
subjected to all manner of persecution and criticism.
Unfortunately, during the period when our church was involved in the
heresy controversy, my wife made matters even more difficult for me. After
our meeting in Busan, she and her relatives began to demand that I either
quit the church immediately and start life with her and our son or else give
her a divorce. They even came to Seodaemun Prison during my incarceration
there to put the divorce papers before me, demanding I place my stamp
on them. I know how important marriage is in the effort to establish God’s
peaceful world, so I endured their demands in silence.
She also subjected members of our church to horrible abuse. Personally
I could endure. I did not mind her insults and reckless treatment of me,
but it was difficult for me to stand by and watch her offensive behavior
toward our members. She stormed into our church at all hours to curse
our members, destroy church property, and take items that belonged to the
church. She even threw water containing human feces at members. When
she came, it was impossible for us to hold worship service. In the end, as
soon as I came out of Seodaemun Prison, I acceded to the demands of her
family and placed my stamp on the divorce document. I was pushed into a
divorce against my own principles.
When I think of my former wife today, my heart goes out to her. The influence
of her own family, which was strongly Christian, and the leadership
of Korea’s established churches had much to do with her behaving the way
she did. She was so clear and firm in her commitment before we married.
The way she changed gives us a lesson on how much we need to fear the
power of social prejudice and established concepts.
I experienced both the sorrow of divorce and the pain of being branded
a heretic. But I did not bend. These were things I had to endure on my path
to redeem the original sin of humanity, the things I had to endure to move
forward on the path toward God’s Kingdom. It is darkest before the dawn. I
overcame the darkness by clinging to God and praying to Him. Other than
the fleeting moments that I would spend in sleep, all my available time was
spent in prayer.
15.9.12
New Buds Grow on Scorched Branches
The detectives of the Special Intelligence Section of the Office
of Public Order who raided our church and took me
into custody brought me to the Chung Bu Police Station.
I was outraged to be charged with draft evasion but said nothing.
I had a mouth to speak, but I was never given the chance to say a word. Some saw my silence in the face of unjust treatment and called me “spineless.” I endured this sort of name-calling in silence as well, believing that this too must be a path that has been given to me. If this is the path I must follow to reach my objective, then there was nothing I could do about it. Because I followed such a clear path, I could not be defeated. The more I was attacked, the more care I took to act more honorably than anyone. Once I made this decision in my heart, the police had no control over me. When the detective was writing his report, I was teaching him how to write it. “Why don’t you include this content,” I would say. “And up here, you need to write it this way.” He did as I said. Each phrase that I told him to write was correct, but when the detective put them all together, he found that they led him to the opposite conclusion from what he had intended. He became angry and tore up the report. On July 13, 1955, on the sixth day of incarceration in Chung Bu Police Station, I was placed in prison once again. This time, it was the Seodaemun Prison in Seoul. I was shackled, but I was neither ashamed nor sorrowful. Life in prison was no obstacle for me. It might serve as a motivation to stimulate a heart of great anger, but it was never an obstacle in my path. For me, it was a way to gather additional capital for my future activities. I overcame life in prison by telling myself, “I am not someone to die in prison. I cannot die. This is only a springboard for me to take a great leap toward the world of liberation.” It is the rule in the world, and the law of heaven, that that which is evil will fall and that which is good will rise up. Even if I must go into a dung heap, I will not fail if I maintain a pure heart. As I was being led away in shackles, some women passed by, looked at me askance, and twisted their faces in disapproval. They exuded the feeling that I was grotesque even to look at, because they believed I was the leader of a sex cult. But I was neither afraid nor ashamed. Even if filthy words were used to harass me and our church, I would not be shaken. Of course, I had normal feelings. Outwardly, I maintained my dignity, but there were many times when I felt stifled and sorrowful to the marrow of my bones. Each time I felt my heart weaken, I endured by telling myself, “I am not someone to just die in prison. I will stand again. I am certain of this.” I redoubled my determination, saying, “I am taking all the pain into myself. I am carrying all the baggage for our church.” One could easily expect that my imprisonment would mean the end of our church, with all members going their separate ways. Instead, members came to visit me every day. In some cases, they even fought over who would come to see me first. Visitations were allowed only after 8 a.m., but members would line up and wait outside the prison gate from early in the morning. The more people cursed me, and the more alone my situation became, the more people would line up to visit me, encourage me, and shed tears for me. I did not even greet them with great emotion. In fact, I would rebuff them, saying things like: “Why do you come and make such a fuss?” Still, they followed me in tears. This was their expression of faith and love. They were not attached to me because I knew how to speak smoothly or eloquently. They liked me because they knew about the love that lay deep in my heart. Our members recognized my true heart. Even if I should die, I will never be able to forget the members who followed after me even as I was forced to stand shackled in court. I always remember their expressions as they sobbed to see me sitting at the defendant’s table. The guards at the prison were amazed. “How does this man make those people become so crazy,” they wondered when they saw our members flock to the prison. “He is not their husband, and they are not his wife. He’s not their son. How can they be so devoted to him?” In at least one case, a guard commented, “We heard that Moon was a dictator and exploited people, but it is so clear that this is not true.” This guard became a member to follow our way. Finally, after I was three months in bondage, the court found me not guilty and I was released. On the day of my release, the chief warden and all the prison section chiefs gave me a formal send-off. Within three months, they all became members of our Unification family. The reason their hearts turned toward me was simple. Once they could see me up close, they realized I was not at all the person portrayed by the rumors they’d heard. As it turned out, the false rumors circulating in society actually helped our evangelical efforts. When I had been led away by the police, all media and society had made a huge fuss. But when I was found not guilty and released, they were silent. The only report on my not guilty verdict and release was a three-line story in an inconspicuous corner of the newspaper that read, “Reverend Moon not guilty, released.” The vile rumors that had put the whole country in an uproar had all been false, but this information was completely buried. Our members protested, saying, “Reverend Moon, this is unjust. It makes us so angry, we can’t stand it.” They wept in front of me, but I remained silent and quieted them. I never forgot the pain I experienced when harassed and subjected to all those false accusations. I endured, even when so many people stood against me that I felt like there was no inch left for me to stand in all of Korea. The sorrow I felt from this time has remained with me in a corner of my heart. I might be a tree that is buffeted by the wind and rain and scorched by fire, but I would never be a tree that burns and dies. Even a branch that has been scorched will have new buds when the spring comes. If I continue on my way with humility and strong conviction, the day will surely come when the world will understand the value of what I do.
I had a mouth to speak, but I was never given the chance to say a word. Some saw my silence in the face of unjust treatment and called me “spineless.” I endured this sort of name-calling in silence as well, believing that this too must be a path that has been given to me. If this is the path I must follow to reach my objective, then there was nothing I could do about it. Because I followed such a clear path, I could not be defeated. The more I was attacked, the more care I took to act more honorably than anyone. Once I made this decision in my heart, the police had no control over me. When the detective was writing his report, I was teaching him how to write it. “Why don’t you include this content,” I would say. “And up here, you need to write it this way.” He did as I said. Each phrase that I told him to write was correct, but when the detective put them all together, he found that they led him to the opposite conclusion from what he had intended. He became angry and tore up the report. On July 13, 1955, on the sixth day of incarceration in Chung Bu Police Station, I was placed in prison once again. This time, it was the Seodaemun Prison in Seoul. I was shackled, but I was neither ashamed nor sorrowful. Life in prison was no obstacle for me. It might serve as a motivation to stimulate a heart of great anger, but it was never an obstacle in my path. For me, it was a way to gather additional capital for my future activities. I overcame life in prison by telling myself, “I am not someone to die in prison. I cannot die. This is only a springboard for me to take a great leap toward the world of liberation.” It is the rule in the world, and the law of heaven, that that which is evil will fall and that which is good will rise up. Even if I must go into a dung heap, I will not fail if I maintain a pure heart. As I was being led away in shackles, some women passed by, looked at me askance, and twisted their faces in disapproval. They exuded the feeling that I was grotesque even to look at, because they believed I was the leader of a sex cult. But I was neither afraid nor ashamed. Even if filthy words were used to harass me and our church, I would not be shaken. Of course, I had normal feelings. Outwardly, I maintained my dignity, but there were many times when I felt stifled and sorrowful to the marrow of my bones. Each time I felt my heart weaken, I endured by telling myself, “I am not someone to just die in prison. I will stand again. I am certain of this.” I redoubled my determination, saying, “I am taking all the pain into myself. I am carrying all the baggage for our church.” One could easily expect that my imprisonment would mean the end of our church, with all members going their separate ways. Instead, members came to visit me every day. In some cases, they even fought over who would come to see me first. Visitations were allowed only after 8 a.m., but members would line up and wait outside the prison gate from early in the morning. The more people cursed me, and the more alone my situation became, the more people would line up to visit me, encourage me, and shed tears for me. I did not even greet them with great emotion. In fact, I would rebuff them, saying things like: “Why do you come and make such a fuss?” Still, they followed me in tears. This was their expression of faith and love. They were not attached to me because I knew how to speak smoothly or eloquently. They liked me because they knew about the love that lay deep in my heart. Our members recognized my true heart. Even if I should die, I will never be able to forget the members who followed after me even as I was forced to stand shackled in court. I always remember their expressions as they sobbed to see me sitting at the defendant’s table. The guards at the prison were amazed. “How does this man make those people become so crazy,” they wondered when they saw our members flock to the prison. “He is not their husband, and they are not his wife. He’s not their son. How can they be so devoted to him?” In at least one case, a guard commented, “We heard that Moon was a dictator and exploited people, but it is so clear that this is not true.” This guard became a member to follow our way. Finally, after I was three months in bondage, the court found me not guilty and I was released. On the day of my release, the chief warden and all the prison section chiefs gave me a formal send-off. Within three months, they all became members of our Unification family. The reason their hearts turned toward me was simple. Once they could see me up close, they realized I was not at all the person portrayed by the rumors they’d heard. As it turned out, the false rumors circulating in society actually helped our evangelical efforts. When I had been led away by the police, all media and society had made a huge fuss. But when I was found not guilty and released, they were silent. The only report on my not guilty verdict and release was a three-line story in an inconspicuous corner of the newspaper that read, “Reverend Moon not guilty, released.” The vile rumors that had put the whole country in an uproar had all been false, but this information was completely buried. Our members protested, saying, “Reverend Moon, this is unjust. It makes us so angry, we can’t stand it.” They wept in front of me, but I remained silent and quieted them. I never forgot the pain I experienced when harassed and subjected to all those false accusations. I endured, even when so many people stood against me that I felt like there was no inch left for me to stand in all of Korea. The sorrow I felt from this time has remained with me in a corner of my heart. I might be a tree that is buffeted by the wind and rain and scorched by fire, but I would never be a tree that burns and dies. Even a branch that has been scorched will have new buds when the spring comes. If I continue on my way with humility and strong conviction, the day will surely come when the world will understand the value of what I do.
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Mrs. Moon sits in one of two seats reserved for the "True Parents," with the other one being empty, during the Seonghwa, or ascension, ceremony, known as the traditional funeral in western terms, for the late Rev. Sun Myung Moon on Saturday, Sept. 15, 2012 at the Cheong Shim Peace World Center in Gapyeong, Korea. Thousands of mourners from countries around the world came to witness the event and say goodbye to the head of the Unification Church. Some 15,000 fit into the stadium, where the funeral was held, with another 10,000 to 15,000 expected to be watching live simulcasts around the complex. (Barbara L. Salisbury/The Washington Times)
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The Seonghwa, or ascension, ceremony, known as the traditional funeral in western terms, for the late Rev. Sun Myung Moon was held Saturday, Sept. 15, 2012 at the Cheong Shim Peace World Center in Gapyeong, Korea. Thousands of mourners from countries around the world came to witness the event and say goodbye to the head of the Unification Church. Some 15,000 fit into the stadium, where the funeral was held, with another 10,000 to 15,000 expected to be watching live simulcasts around the complex. (Barbara L. Salisbury/The Washington Times)
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AFP: Thousands mourn messiah at elaborate Moon funeral
Thousands mourn 'messiah' at elaborate Moon funeral
By Park Chan-Kyong (AFP) – 7 hours ago
GAPYEONG, South Korea — More than 30,000 tearful mourners attended the elaborate, flower-strewn funeral in South Korea of their "messiah" and controversial Unification Church founder Sun Myung Moon.
Moon died of complications from pneumonia on September 3 aged 92.
His church, whose members were mocked as "Moonies" by the media, was renowned for its mass weddings of thousands -- sometimes tens of thousands -- of couples and for its multi-billion-dollar business interests.
In Saturday's ceremony that bore the trappings of a state funeral, Moon's carved, red-lacquer coffin was carried by men in military-style uniforms into a stadium at the church headquarters in Gapyeong, 60 kilometres (35 miles) east of Seoul.
The vast, covered arena, dominated by an altar where a giant portrait of Moon stood on a landscaped bank of floral tributes, was packed to capacity with church members -- thousands of whom had flown in from overseas.
Many sobbed quietly as the honour guard, accompanied by members of Moon's immediate family, moved through the stadium and placed the coffin at the foot of the portrait.
Over the past 10 days, more than 150,000 mourners had paid their last respects at Moon's portrait before his burial Saturday on a hillside overlooking the sprawling Gapyeong complex.
Eulogies were led by the youngest of Moon's seven sons and his spiritual successor, Hyung Jin Moon, who vowed to continue the work of the "true father, saviour and messiah" following his "transition into the spirit world".
Revered by his followers but denounced by critics as a cult-building charlatan who brainwashed church members, Moon was a deeply divisive figure whose shadowy business dealings saw him jailed in the United States.
The teachings of the Unification Church are based on the Bible but with new interpretations, and Moon saw his role as completing the unfulfilled mission of Jesus to restore humanity to a state of "sinless" purity.
While it claims a worldwide following of three million, experts suggest the core membership is far smaller although it still carries a commercial clout that allows the church to punch way above its doctrinal weight.
"I'm very sad. As I had been praying a lot for him, I thought he would live longer. But he passed away so suddenly," said Anja Brina, a mourner from Germany.
"He was not a god. I think he was like a messiah, through whom you can reach God," Brina said.
"He was the reason for my existence as he coupled my father and mother," said Hur Yuna, 18, whose Japanese and Korean parents married after being personally paired off by Moon.
He often matched couples from different nationalities with no common culture or language, in the belief that it promoted the universality of mankind.
The sobbing in the stadium rose to a wail at one point as Moon's close aide, Bo Hi Pak, broke down while speaking of his desire to see Moon's face "one last time".
The funeral was webcast live on the church website (http://sunghwa.tongilgyo.org) and shown on giant screens around the Gapyeong compound.
After the ceremony, Moon's coffin was driven in a funeral cortege, headed by a black sedan bearing another giant portrait, to the burial site along a road lined with flag-waving mourners.
It was finally lowered into a marble-lined grave watched by Moon's widow and children.
Born to a farming family in 1920 in what is now North Korea, Moon said he had a vision aged 15 in which Jesus asked him to complete his work on Earth.
Rejected by Korean Protestant churches, he founded the Unification Church in 1954 -- a year after the Korean War.
As the church rose to prominence in the 1970s and 80s, spreading to the United States, it spawned a business empire encompassing construction, food, education, the media and even a professional football club.
Media holdings include the Washington Times newspaper and United Press International news agency.
Throughout his life, Moon assiduously courted political leaders in what critics said was a bid to lend legitimacy to his church which has been condemned as heretical by some Christian organisations.
Without Moon's unifying presence, some experts see potential for conflict between his sons who control the church's religious and business arms and who do not command the same loyalty as their father from overseas chapters.
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